Chapter Text
The sun woke me up today. I can't stop shivering. It feels like these night terrors were getting more and more violent. I know I'm supposed to take one, but with all the things going on, I feel like I'm going to start seeing her again- I just hope maybe two or.. a three.. or a four of these would make me feel be-
"HEY! Ardie, hands, now." Abby shouted, making me almost fumble the bottle of pills. I open my palm to show her six circular capsules of my medications. "The fuck are you doing? You know you're supposed to only take one of these screwballs a day." Abby grabbed my hand, a rough grasp as she picked off one by one each capsule. "One. Only. Capsule." Abby's right.. i'm overthinking things too much. I filled myself a cup of water, and swallowed both the pill and water.
.
.
.
Warm.. water. It's so nice on my body. It feels amazing, the only awful thing about warm water is leaving it. I twisted the handle and turned off the steam, drying myself up with a towel. Soon starting to put on my uniform.. After leaving the gym, and after Abby came back, we drove to Fazclaires. "Is.. something wrong?" Abby spoke up as she drove. "You k-know if there was something going wrong, you'll tell me.. right?" She stuttered. I barely seen Abby like this, acting vurnable. She's usually tough around me, but yet right now she's.. concern? "I-I.. yeah. I-I'm just having trouble sleeping." Abby gave a sigh. "Just.. tell me anything.. okay?" I only nodded. "If you want.. I can give you some of my stuff. Take your mind off of everything."Abby prompted. "N-No. No thanks. I don't trust that stuff." I sighed as she continued driving. We soon arrived to Fazclaires. I exit out of the van, walking inside.
Inside.. it was still the desaturated, almost lifeless. The only sign of life was Bonfie with a new, slightly different-hued face. I could hear her audiblely muttering as she turned to look at me and shortly resumed strolling.
"Stupid bear.. protecting you.. ugh."
I soon felt a touch on my shoulder. Looking behind me, it was Kim. "Ardie. I want to talk to you about something. " It's about the Bonfie head, right!? "It's about.. how stressed you are. Come here, into my office." She lended her hand, and I grabbed it. Her hand's nice. It's warm, somewhat smooth. Sitting down in her office, the sunlight cracking in her binds. She sat across from me and pushed the monitor towards me. The camera itself was all black, with me highlighted in a red and orange silhouette. "All these cameras has these.. stress lenses that calculate how.. stressful a person is. From the readings that I gathered, you seem pretty stressed around our lusttronics. Calm around Frenni, but more stress around the others. I have your medical record here.. Parasomina.. and prescribed Hypnocil for sleeping aid, and Tranquex. These medications are often associated with anxiety, trauma, blah blah blah.. and given the data from the pass two days, i'm recommending this.. therapy bot. You're going to have to do some digging, but in Parts and Service, there's a box labeled "Fazclaire T 1280: B" It's really easy to put together." Kim smiled. I felt uncomfortable.. really uncomfortable. I didn't want to talk to anybody about that kind of stuff. I know that Kim's trying to act in good faith, but I wish she wouldn't get that personal. I just wish I could decide something for once. "T-Thanks..?" She held out her hand.. for what? "C'mon, just trying to make my employees the best they can be." She grabbed my hand and used it to give her hand a handshake. "Now get out there!" She smiled a cheerful smile, it's a little startling how nice she is.. compared to the other boss I had during my internship. Such an angsty voice. I nodded towards Kim as I walked out of her office. I felt weirdly.. hollow. Not exactly gutted but.. em-
"Ardie.. there you are.." Frenni was panting, her chest noticably having two damped spots.. an-and no pants.!? H-Her whole bear canary is out, and hard to ignore.! She had a lightly colored bush shaped as a heart above her puffy, swollen pussy..!! It dripped and dripped, breathing out hot fog. I want to ask where her pants is, but all that's coming out of my mouth is stuttering.!! "I'm having an excessive fluid leak.. think you could fix it up, honey?" She grabbed my arm gently and started bringing me towards the Parts and Service room. "So.. I already had my pants off since the place closed. For some reason my hard.. budding nipples.. just kept leaking and leaking with milk~ not to mention my warm.. perfectly lubed.. pussy~" Frenni's voice rang in a seductive tone. This is all happening too fast.
"F-Frenni.. I really think we should.. talk." I managed to get something out. She turned to me, hand on her hip. "Talk, hm? About what?" She cocked her head. I took a deep breathe, before saying.. "I-I see w-what you're trying to d-do.. I-I just d-don't think I-I'm ready fo-for this." I admitted. Frenni looked.. confused. Not exactly shocked, just confused. "Haaah.. Ardie I have an excessive fluid leak.. and I need it fixed.. now." I stumbled back a little bit as Frenni towered over me. "I-I don't even think that could that b-be possible..! I-I just do-don't want to do it yet." I managed to splutter out, stumbling back and bumping into a table.! She had this look.. was it disappointment? Was it anger? I couldn't tell. "Ardie.. i'm being serious. I do have a fluid problem.. are you saying I'm too good for you? You think that I gave myself a fluid problem just because I'm desperate and horny between the six-hour time span in between the nightshift and the dayshift? The time when I'm charging in my bed?" W-Wait that's not what I said.. "I-I-I'm n-not s-saying th-"
"Ardour. You're going to fix Mama Bear's fluid problem.. and I don't want to repeat myself." She had an intense look of disappointment. I felt completely gutted when she stared at me with that look.. it feels like I've been drained emotionally, like my heart suddenly plummented.. my fingers fidget and fidget.. feeling like I should have an excuse.. yet I couldn't muster up one. "Y-Yes.. m-m-ma-mama bear.." I shuddered.. "Good.. undress me. Now." She commanded, sitting on the conveyor belt. I reached around her and found a zipper that led to her blue vest. Pulling it down, I grabbed the two ends of her vest and pulled them off. Her breasts bounced as I took off the blue vest.
"Took you forever for you to take off my vest. Now unbutton my shirt. No fidgeting. Do it right." She coldly commanded. My hands, shakingly, moved to her buttons, and one by one I undone them. Sleeves slowly took off, and soon her whole top was off. Her breasts seem achy, almost throbbing as they leak out.. milk? "Press the black button on my face." I looked a little confused.. her nose? "MY NOSE! Do I have to yell out everything to you?" I startled and flinched from her yelling. "I didn't even shout that loud, what the fuck are you flinching for?" I shivered and pressed her nose, an audible HONK sound played as her chest opened up with steam pistons hissing as they revealed her insides. They were glossy metallic, almost oily. From the cross torso endoskeleton, to the inner wireframes that line up her torso. Behind the metal spine was two containers marked as fluids.. both overflowing out their respective tubes.. overflow isn't the right word, more like leaking. I turned the small valves on one of the containers to stop the flow.
"My insides are sensitive. Better not mess anything up." I heard Frenni say above me in a harsh tone. Replacing my fingerless gloves with the smooth, latex ones, I reach over and gently disconnect one of the tubes, hearing a small grunt overhead. Placing the soiled tube into the disposable. Pulling the drawer, I grabbed a spare and reconnected it. I reached for th-
"Uh uh.." My hand flinched out of the way as the chest suddenly SHUT! almost crushing my hand in the process. "F-Frenni?" I asked, my voice ranging in concern. "You're going to have to drain my breasts before you do that one." She said in a commanding tone, chuckling as she looked down on me. Looking at her buds, they look swollen and sore.. "D-Do I j-just squ-squeeze them?" My hands grabbed her left boob, milk trinkled out as I focused on it. "Here.. I'll show you how.." Suddenly my head was shoved into her titty.! I yelped and squirmed as my mouth was quickly shoved into her oversized bud, my lips couldn't even wrap around it as creamy milk started to flow inside..! She giggled as she wrapped her hand around her breast, and squeezed. As soon as she squeezed, milk started to gush and rush into my mouth.! My cheeks filled to the brim with creamy milk as it filled my throat.. am I drowning!? God.. fuck!! I can't breathe! I can't breathe at all.! No- No!! NO! My smaller hands tried pushing myself.. off.!!!
My mouth left her bud with a pop, making me stumble back onto the floor, milk flying out of my mouth as I cough a lot of it up.! Breathing again, I panted and panted, coughing more milk out..! "Don't be a big baby.. it's just milk after all.. and you have to drain aaaalll of it.." She got up from the conveyor belt and pounced on me!! Breasts shoved down on top and spilling on me of me.!! "Fre-" I tried screaming out her name, but she pulled me up.. her claws ripping my uniform apart!!.. "Ahhh.. better without that pesky uniform.." My cock was hardened and erect against her swollen, puffy pussy. "But you're so.. whatever, it'll do right now.." What is she doing!?.. I squirmed and squirmed, trying to move.. only to feel her legs wrapped around me!! "F-Frenni!! I-I'm n-not- wa-wait!-" I panickly squirmed and wiggled as she forced herself onto mee..!!
It felt like a blossom bloomed in my brain, but it was quickly started to wither..! This feels.. uncomfortable! I squirmed as she started to smush her hips on mines. Wet plaps soon started to fill the room as she started to pull me closer.! "Come on, put your back into it.!" She shouted out. My hips betraying me, automatically thrusting into her warmth. It feels.. strange.! Her walls clutching on my length, feels like silk, feels.. it feels wrong.! My hips kept thrusting and thrusting inside of her. My hands fidget and fidget as I can feel my body slapping into her smooth synthetic skin.! "F-Frenni! I-I'm-" I tried to mutter something out, only to be cut off with a kiss.. her blue lipstick marking me. "Enjoying this? Yeah.. it feels really good~ Oh yeah.. keep thrusting for Mama Bear~ such a good rhythm!!" She exclaimed, my cock going deeper into her walls.
She's SCRATCHING MY BACK! I can feel her claws digging into my back.!! Fuck fuck fuck! It hurts! It hurts so much! "F-Frenni!! I- Y-You're hur-" She pushed my head into her other bud, squeezing it hard, getting milk all over me, and down my throat..! "That's it.. fuck.. i'm already going to cum.." Frenni pushed me back to the ground, tit popping out of my mouth as she grabbed me by the legs..! My face was a mixture of pleasure and red as I coughed up milk and moan.! I'm close.!! She keeps slamming her hips onto me..!! Fuck! I'm so close.!! So many thoughts swarming in my hea-
GAHH!! SHE BIT ME!? Her teeth jabbed and punctured through my skin as I started shooting ropes inside, blood leaking out from the wounds.!! Oh fuck..! It hurts..! It hurts..! She got off but it still hurts.!
"Thanks for the time, cub~" Frenni said as she walked out of Parts and Service.
I feel wrong. Was this supposed to feel good.? It hurts. Was this supposed to be something to be proud of? There's nothing to be proud of. I can't understand why I feel so.. ashamed? I want to be covered with a blanket. I'm so cold and yet so warm as well.. it doesn't feel right. I hate that it doesn't feel right. My thoughts feel so misguided. I don't feel right. It hurts. It hurts so much.
I'm just glad she left me alone.. why am I happy about that? I groaned as I got up.. my shoulder's bleeding.. fuck. Thankfully.. the medical stations are connected to Parts and Service. The emergency medical stations. It's strange how much Fazclaire spends on their own medical equipment. Must be cheaper and more reliable to have one of these in every location.. and yet.. I feel uncomfortable. It looks like a hospital.
Hospitals.. nobody leaves a hospital unharmed. I can't handle being inside of one. It feels like the last place I ever want to be.
I shivered as I looked at my wounds and cuts. Whincing as blood dripped and dripped.. like Sonika said. Disinfect the wound. Just rub the alcohol over those.. harsh bite marks. It's stupid.. I learned more from a cartoon than I did from my foster parents. I did more for myself.. more.. for myself. Don't cry.. I can't cry. I can't. I already cry too much. I shouldn't cry here. It hurts so much. I wrapped the bandages around the marks, shuddering as they went over the scars. From the back to my shoulders..
I stare at the mirror. Would Abby notice? The bandages already starting to soak up blood. I took a deep exhale.. I just need to think.. for a minute. Everything just feels.. strange. I grabbed my uniform, putting my top on, barely noticeable. The fabric feels a little itchy over the bandages, but it's fine. It's uncomfortable, but it's fine. I just have to stand in the snow again, no matter how cold it is. It's shivering- what the-
The Security Puppet thing.. it's standing there.. in the doorway. I see it floating.. what does it want!? I stepped back nervously.. "N-No!. I-I.." It was coming towards me.. i-is it hungry!? It's coming up to me.. and.. it's handing me.. new uniform? I grabbed it with caution.. what..? It spoke..
"Hylu'a fvb zvtlaopun. Adpajopun huk zxbpytpun sprl h whaolapj dvyt. Fvb dvbsk'cl illu tf ulea tlhs pm fvb kpku'a ohk aol zwpypa.. aoha mpnoa.. AOL BYNL av zbycpcl. P't nvpun av npcl fvb zvtlaopun, mllk pa, ilhy pa. Mllk pa zwlyt, huk fvb'ss mvylcly il hspcl." I.. it's floating away. Why.. does it do that? I don't.. get that puppet thing. It didn't even speak, it was just a mess of gargles and chokes. Why did it had small suns in her eyes?
I put on the uniform, it feels nice and snug.. and loose. It's not tight. It hid my bandages, that's all I need. I walked out of Parts and Service through the emergency medical stations.. shivering. I tried going back to my office, that is until I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Ardie.. there you are! We just received a shipment of drinks. Do you think you can work a little overtime? It's just ten minutes really quick! I'm busy with paperwork and turning on all the lights and stuff, you know with the sun setting." Kim asked.. it's not like I have anything better to do, and I really want to make a good impression in front of Kim. Even if i'm hurt.. I need to show that I can pull through. "S-Sure! Yeah! I-I don't mind. Just let me text s-someone. I-I-I mean someone's carpooling for me.
Abby
Hey I'm going to work a bit of overtime, is that alright?
thats alright i can wait
Thanks for understanding.
The sun was starting to set. I started with pushing and shoving the crates of bottles and cans to Pirate's Bar. It hurts trying to to carry it, especially with my shoulder hurting like hell. Pushing and shoving was going to be slow.. but it's going to w-
A hand grabbed my box- Fexa's hand? "Arrgh.. should work on ye shoulders.. or whol' body." I looked up to the red fox, the wide hip, thick thigh, abs glistering, and.. head twitching.. fox? She looked at me with disappointment. Despite being the shortest of the group, she was still taller than me. "Where ye gettin em?" She asked me, her hook lifting my chin. "O-Outside." I answered, gulping. "Just restock. I carry em." She said, her hook moving away as she grabbed the box. Her.. w-woah. Was her butt always that big? It jiggled and clap audibly as she carried the box to her counter through the tight black pants. She dragged her hook across the tape, setting the bottles free. Better... uhm.. better get to work.
"And no staring, lassie.. and don't be lettin' that fat bird chug me cola. She's banned."
.
.
.
Restocking up on the cola and booze, I put more of them on shelf. Fexa was out and serving in the bar.. but it seems like she was getting into some sort of argument with Kim? I couldn't tell. Kim gave me noise canceling headphones for the loud music. I can't work with the club's EDM jams. I tried to adjust them, trying to make out a conversation with them, only getting a few clear lines.
"Shut it up lassie. Lemme deal with it.."
"Fexa- you can't work like this! Jesus! You're about to go haywi-"
"I'm fine."
"You can't just disobey my orders, you clearly need to have a quick fi"
"SHUT IT!!"
BITE..
What was probably the loudest BITE heard around the nightclub. It didn't matter where you were, you heard it over the music, over the raving, inside the bathroom stalls.. it was like a gun went off, and everyone was looking at the one behind it. Kim stumbled back, pieces of her forehead stretched out, lingering on Fexa's jaw. Her mouth was digging into her scalp so hard that on the impact, it managed to fracture her skull and squeezed hard enough for her eye to pop out. A chunk of skin forcily tears off with an ugly cry, revealing bone, muscle, and flesh pulsating underneath.. Her scalp was pulled, and pieces of Fexa's teeth were stuck to Kim's forehead. As Fexa tried to pull out, she dragged her hair towards the counter, slamming her hair down. She falls back with cracks in her skull, violently jering back, her body going limp onto the floor. Her throat immediately dried up with how hard she screamed.
Panic immediately erupted from the scene. Everything becomes a rush for the exit. Fexa's eyes turned from the bright white to normal. Her own eye dialiates in shock. Kim's body started seizing on the floor, jerking and twitching as two security guards rushed in. Both of them were carrying a stretcher. I held the door for them, watching as they go inside.. Kim.. just.
"What are yo
u doing just standing there!?
Get out! Who let this kid in!?"
Hospitals.. nobody leaves a hospital unharmed. I feel so empty here, so cold. My body feels like a shell. I'm paralyzed again. I didn't do anything to cause it.?
She's staring at me. She's staring at me, wrapped in the corners of the shadows. Her body is wrapped in black and white as those eyes, they stare daggers into me.
Right?.
Ardour.
Ardour.
ARDIE!
"ARDIE"
"Ardie, go home man! We got it from here."
Someone snapped me back. I nodded before heading out through the exit. The sun setting and the moon rising, and Abby was waiting for me. I got inside.
"Ardie.. what the fuck happened out there?" Abby was.. speeding.. my hands.. are shaky. They kept fidgeting and fidgeting. They can't stop.. my heart's pounding out of my chest.. Am I breathing correctly? I can't think straight. Everything seems out of focus.
We stopped, but everything still feels like it's moving. The van door opens, but all I can see was blank. It's like my brain wasn't even registering Abby. Abby.. I feel her hand on mines, they were gentle. "Ardie. Look at me. Just like we practiced. Deep breathes. Breathe in." Her free hand was on my chest. I inhale. "Breathe out." I exhaled. Her hand moved to my hair, brushing it softly. "It's me. I-It's only me. I'm here with you." I donโt know why I feel so tongue tied.. I feel so skinned alive and cold.
๐๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ช.
"It's only me here. You're going to be okay. You're safe. Nothing can hurt you. You can't be hurt here."
๐๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฃ.
"Ardie, focus on me. Just focus on me.. breathe. Just breathe. Your heart's beating so f-fast.. my God.. where.. come on Ardie.. hold yourself together-"
๐ธโ๐ป๐๐โ!
I flinched. She was sitting next to Abby, looking where the projector would be. Her body looked like a shadow came to life. Her face. Her entire lower jaw was detached, bright maroon blood dripping from the roof. Her neck had bite marks trailing down. Deep marks and scratches.
๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ ๐น๐๐๐ ๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐? ๐ผ๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐ถ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐๐ ๐ผ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐๐พ๐๐.
She spoke. No mouth, and she spoke. Her eyes were wide, as a fawn saw a fox. The sounds of blood dripping against the floor came from her.
โ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐๐๐ค๐ค ๐๐ค ๐ ๐.
"S-Stop.. please.." I could only mutter out. "Ardie? S-Shit. Where the fuck are your meds.."
๐ผ'๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ ๐น๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐
๐พ๐ธ๐ ๐๐
๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ถ๐๐น ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐น ๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐.
"Here.. Ardie.." Abby shoved a capsule inside of my mouth. "Drink.. drink come on." She encouraged. I took a shaky, hard swallow of the water..
๐'๐ ๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ช ๐โ๐ธ๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ช.
"Th-Thanks.. Abby.." I can feel my heart rate starting to lower as it slowly faded away. As I stood up.. I felt something inside..I'm going to.. hurl..! My mouth fills with absolute dread as I rushed outside.. my cheeks puffing up with fluid. Hanging onto the side of the van, I let out the build up inside. What came out could only be described as black, spiraling goo..!? It was sun-shape.
I can hear her. She's breathing down my neck. She can't hurt me, she can't hur- huck..! HCk!.. I feel more coming up in my throat.! HCK!.. I revolt as more of the vomit coming down my mouth.. breathing and panting..
"ARDIE! You have to go a hospital!" Abby- Abby? Where is she..? Where is
"Jesus, took a good nap right there, you alright, man? Breathe, breathe. We're.. w-we're safe." Abby said, reassuring as I woke up.. fuck fuck.. jesus.. fuck.. iI was hyperventilating.. I.. I.. "Shhh.. Ardie.. you're okay.. go to sleep. Go to sleep. I'm right here.. hey." She grabbed my hand gently. "I'm right here beside you dork. Come on.. go back to bed. You can tell me what happened tomorrow.. okay?" She's here.. she's just here beside.. me.. the sun is down i'm drifting.. into sleep... again
